Post Trauma: The Joyous Journey

Every morning as I began my daily walk, I would take in the beauty of this prolific wall of blue and green. The sight always took my breath away. These plumbago were able to grow this year and were full like this for twenty-five more feet along this west side of the garden space.

Recently, I hired the same  gardener we always used to clear the garden of weeds and plants which dried up after the harvest.  This would be replaced with a mulch covered  sacred space.

I left the gardener and her son alone to clear the garden. When I came out to check if they were finished, they had already trimmed all of the thirty-five feet of lush plumbago almost to nothing. She was surprised at my reaction - an astonished gasp - because this is how she has always cared for the yard.

As time passes on, green leaves are beginning to fill in the grey-brown barren spaces, and new clusters of flowers are beginning to bloom across the span of a well trimmed hedge.

O My!! That event was so like the trauma of the past nine months of my life. In the same way, the devastation, angst, and violation are behind me now. The verdicts of the false allegations confirmed the truth and I have once again been reminded that the system, corrupt as it may be, still stands for the truth, the best interests and the highest good. I am actually relieved that there will be no garden now. I am relieved that there will be no more of many intrusions on  a peaceful existence. The cats and I are adjusting to the joyous newness of  the journey into the future.

In honor of a joyous journey into the future, I have deleted the last twelve posts, two of which I never published. I wrote the truth in all of them. On the other hand, I intend to never have to experience their content or their cause ever again. I printed them out and put them in a folder called "Final Blessings  - or Inana's House of Heaven Relived".

As a final event, just before this new moon solar eclipse, storms are passing through and the rain is falling intermitently all the time and will be for most of the week. The rains are washing away all that has happened, refreshing the plants - especially the grass which is allowed to grow again, healing all its wounds caused by the merciless summer sun.

This new moon solar eclipse will not be visible in North or South America, but it will BE, nevertheless.  It will create a ring of fire, signaling radical decisions to change and to  manifest what has positive meaning and purpose. I sense it happening right now.

Relax and just let it Be.

What new decisions are you wanting to make and what are the dreams you are going to make real?